stop asking about this
hey guess what? if you have to ask about why i deleted all my posts and totally changed everything you havent been asking the right questions all along. you havent been paying enough attention to me, to care about what ive been up to. to ask the questions that matter. to push past the how are you? i'm fine's. maybe you dont deserve to know. maybe you thought you knew me better than you actually did. i dont know what your deal is but those things arent my fault.oh this doesnt include bryan schroder or jacob waugh: bryan asked the questions i just didnt answer, and jake just waits till i tell him anyway.
now some stuff about my life:
i havent been working at photos N motion since christmas time because its boring this time of year and they dont need me, so its just the gas station job at about 25 hours a week. its not bad that im working less tho. it was playing havoc on my nerves to be working 65 hours a week. i have stopped hating working at the pitstop and just accepted that its boring and pointless.
recently i bought a new keyboard and new speakers for my computer system, the speakers are 500 watts standard power and can be pushed to about 1000 but im not going to blow my eardrums testing it. i have it set at 1/4 volume and its louder than my other speakers ever were. its really nice when i watch a space movie cause it shakes the whole room.
for my birthday i got a new djembe, it a remo one and its 100% man made. the ones that are made of wood and goat or cow hide are nicer but they warp and dent and smell like dead animal and glue inside. its 16 inches of playing space which is more than enough. it made its debut this past tuesday night at BASIC. i was playing and ppl were singing and i got lost somewhere in the middle there and what do you know, God shows up. it was really what i needed, but im sure God knew that. i just closed my eyes and let my fingers play, not thinking about what was happening around the room. it was nice. i got to talk with ppl after basic which was fun as well.
HOCKEY TONIGHT
HOCKEY TONIGHT
HOCKEY TONIGHT
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